Thursday, September 30, 2010

Uncertainty.


Well, I finally have taken a leap of faith. Last term I stepped away from my class and have returned to supply teaching. After 15 years of teaching I am letting it go. I felt I needed to close that door before another would open. My body again let me know that what I was doing was not good for my health - physically, mentally and spiritually and that it was time to take care. So I have been sitting in uncertainty for the last few weeks, unsure of my new direction or work choice. Interestingly enough I am quite at peace with that. Very unlike me as I tend to need to know when, what, how and who so I can 'do' something. This 'being' and trusting stuff is unfamiliar. I am excited about the possibilities, about placing it all in the hands of something higher. In the meantime I will enjoy the change and the freedom that comes with the unknown.